When I first saw the year-old German Shepherd mix at the Animal Shelter, I did not want to adopt her. She appeared dirty, skittish, fearful, with ears down forlornly, and I was afraid she would be difficult to have in my home -- especially knowing the abuse she endured before arriving at the Shelter.

The Animal Control Officer suggested I take her for a walk in the dog run to try her out. Well, after a couple of minutes on the 'run,' I told Lula 'Well, ok, I guess you'll do,' although I still felt uncertain about her. I was looking for a strong, happy, and lovable dog, who would impress people when I went out for a walk with my new pet. But as usual, my heart got the best of me.

I took Lula home, fed and walked her, and before bedtime, I put her in her new kennel for the night, but left the cage door open so she would not feel closed in. On the third day, once she calmed down and got used to her environment, I bathed her. As each day passed, she became happier, calmer, and by the end of the week, her ears were perky, she had a sparkle in her eye, and she walked proudly beside me. By the end of 2 weeks, she came to bed every night after that for a cuddle, then would sleep by my bed until morning.

Over the past 10 years she became my baby girl and my gentle best friend. I am so thankful that I took the chance and brought her home with me. I feel so grateful that I was blessed with the care and companionship of such a loving creature. She worked her way into my heart, and the hearts of my family and friends. She was so loved by all.

My heart is broken now. Yesterday, while she was in surgery, I had to make the choice to euthanize her as she had a large tumour in her mouth that had spread into her jawbone, where significant damage had already been done. Not to make that choice would have made the rest of her life agony. This morning, I missed her so much; her expectant face that said "walk time now?" or, "so when do I get to share your breakfast..now?" She always made me smile.

My Lula, my friend, I hope you are running and playing with all the other loving animals in a special heaven that has been created for such a special creature as you.