My sweet Mimi, when daddy brought you home to me you barely fit in my hand. You were so tiny, little and petite. You followed mommy everywhere. You were so timid and skittish around everyone but me, your mommy. You trusted mommy and mommy alone. Mommy told you that I would always take care of you and never let anything happen to you. I am so sorry I could not keep my promise to you, but Dr. Godfrey said there was nothing they could do for you, so I chose to send you to see your brother Sammy in the most peaceful way I knew how. It was so sudden and I am so sorry you had such a short little life but I hope that you were happy and enjoyed every minute of just shy of your 7th birthday. Today is your birthday and I can't believe I don't get to spend it with you. I will cherish the time we had together. You helped me while I was grieving over Sammy, and now I have to grieve over you with no one here to help me. I will never forget your sweet tiny little face and paws. I will never forget your little squeak when mommy would hug you. I will never forget your little nose kisses and how you would rub your little head on mommy's cheek to wake her up for feeding time. I will never forget your little monkey meow, your big bright eyes. I will never forget your little paw on mommy's face when we slept together. We all miss you so much. Sheba misses her little play buddy. Now that you are in your new home please know that this will also always be your home. I asked Sammy to teach you how to use your new angel wings so fly down with Sammy to visit any time you want. I will be looking forward to the day when you, Sammy and I will be together again. I will see your precious face everywhere I go, and you are forever in my heart. I know that one day we will be together again. Please send down, loving signs to mommy to let her know you are happy and safe and free from pain. We miss you sweet angel. Be free and happy, run and play, cuddle and love with your big brother Sammy. Celebrate your birthday with Sammy and all your new friends, and always remember mommy and daddy and grandma, Meow meow, Sheba and Chino. We love and miss you. Until we meet again my sweet petite little mini me. My sweet angel Mimi. Love forever, your mommy

4/6/2019 - Dear Mimi. Today is a week since we said goodbye until we meet again. I wanted to post the little service we had for you today, even though you heard it this morning, so that I will always have it and you will always know how much mommy loves you. It was a beautiful little service and I hope you enjoyed mommy's words of love to you.

Hello my precious Mimi. Today we light this candle, to yes, memorialize you, but more importantly to celebrate your new beginning and your new life free from pain and fear and full of happiness, joy, and love. May you enjoy your new life being with your dog brother Sammy who, I know, will watch over you and show you how to use your new angel wings as well as enjoying all your new friends Harley, Tucker Boccie, Buster and Barney. May you run freely and play and be your happy little self again. Please know that although you have an new home, this will also always be your home as long as mommy is here and wherever she is you will always have a home, so please come visit us, especially mommy, whenever you want. I carry you and Sammy with me wherever I go until the day comes when we can all be together again and run and play together forever! We love and miss you my sweet princess, and I know you are where you are supposed to be with Sammy and waiting for us, especially mommy. Sammy I love you too and say hello to Harley. Mimi always remember mommy, daddy, grandma, Chino, Desota (Meow Meow) and Sheba, especially your mommy who you loved and brought so much joy to. Thank you for loving me and trusting me the way you did and letting me be your mommy and to give you the best life I could. I hope you enjoyed your short little life. I do think you were happy with mommy. I love you and Sammy forever, Love always, your mommy.

4/13/19 Hello my sweet precious Mimi. Today it has been 2 weeks since I had to say goodbye to you. Oh my Mimi, I miss you so very, very much. I hope you always know you are and always will be my precious little princess. My special little mini me. I still miss your squeaky meow, and your bright beautiful green eyes. I hope you are enjoying your new friends and a running freely and playing and being your cute little self. I hope you are with Sammy and that he is taking good care of you. I hope to be able to speak with you later today. Please let me know you are okay and that you know how much mommy loves and misses you, and how she can't wait to be with you and Sammy again. I love you my little precious, princess Mimi. Love always mommy

4/20/19 - Hello my sweet sweet Mimi,

Today marks 3 weeks since I last held you and touched you and kissed you sweet little mouth. I just wanted to stop by and say hello and to let you know how much mommy misses you. I was listening to the radio while I was running errands and this song came on by Carrie Underwood
and it reminded me so much of how I feel about you and Sammy.

"Said goodbye, turned around and you were gone, gone, gone
Faded into the setting sun,
Slipped away
But I won't cry
Cause I know I'll never be lonely
For you are the stars to me,
You are the light I follow

I will see you again,
This is not where it ends
I will carry you with me
'Till I see you again

I can heat those echoes in the wind at night
Calling me back in time
Back to you
In a place far away
Where the water meets the sky
The thought of it makes me smile
You are my tomorrow

I will see you again,
This is not where it ends
I will carry you with me,
'Till I see you again

Sometimes I feel my heat is breaking
But I stay strong and I hold on 'cause I know
I will see you again

This is not where it ends
I will carry you with me 'Till I see you again

Songwriters: David Hodges/Hillary Lindsey/Carrie Underwood

This is for you my Mimi and my Sammy. These words express so much of how I am feeling today. Mimi, you were/are my special little princess and always will be.
Sammy you are most amazing and pure soul and always will be.

Mimi, I miss your gentle timid and sweet nature, your big green eyes, your beautiful black hair, your tiny sweet little nose and mouth, you tiny little paws. I miss how much you loved and hopefully still love mommy and how much you followed me around. I miss you squeaky meow. I thought I heard you the other night. I hope that was you. Thank you for the beautiful sign that you had daddy find for me. I feel and believe even more that you are with me and that sign was to let me know that you and Sammy are okay and well and happy. Have a most beautiful day my sweet little angel. I will always love you, love mommy

4/29/2019 - Good morning my sweet little mini me, my sweet princess. Thank you for speaking through that lady on Saturday and letting me know that you really loved me very much and that I was your mommy. I miss you with all of my heart my sweet little girl. I miss sleeping with you at night, and I miss your little squeaky sound you made when mommy hugged you. I miss touching your soft beautiful black fur and seeing your big beautiful green eyes looking up at me with so much love. Saturday was very hard for me as it was one month that I had to say goodbye to you. I hope that you do come and still sleep with mommy by her pillow and put your little precious paws on mommy's face. I hope that you really are with my daddy and that he is taking good care of you. I love you my sweet precious princess. Please say hello to everyone for me. You and Sammy are always in mommy's heart. have fun playing with all of your friends. Love you for ever, love mommy

5/6/2019 - Hello my sweet precious princess Mimi. How is my little girl doing. Thank you for all of the love and happiness you brought into our home. Thank you for trusting me and loving me. Even though we still have Sheba, and Desota, and Chino, and now, Scrappy and Cocoa Puff, nothing is the same without you. I miss you and think of you every day and cry for you every day. I hope you come visit mommy whenever you want. I hope I get to see you in my dreams my sweet little angel. I hope you are having a wonderful day. Please know how much mommy loves and misses you. Please send me signs my little angel to let me know you are still around. I can't seem to feel your presence but I do feel you in my heart every day. Have fun with your new friends and always remember how much mommy loves you...Love always, mommy

5/14/2019 - Hello my sweet precious princess Mimi,

I miss you so very much on Mother's Day. I wanted to write you but I didn't want to start crying in front of Grandma and i wanted to be sure she had a good Mother's Day. My Mother's Day was not the same without you and Sammy. I have been asking that you come visit me in my dreams, but I haven't really had any dreams with you in them. I hope you will come visit me in my dreams when you are ready. I remember how soft your little nose kisses were and your soft paws on mommy's face at night. I remember your little patti cakes on mommy when she was trying to go to sleep. I remember your little squeaky noise you made when I would hug you and your big round bright green eyes. I carry you with me wherever I go. I love you forever my sweet precious princess. Please don't forget me and don't forget to send me signs. Love always, mommy

5/25/2019 - Hellow my sweet little angel. Today has been 2 months since I last kissed your precious little face and nose and saw your beautiful bright eyes and felt you little paw on mommy's face. I want you to know that I think of you every day and I carry you and Sammy with me everywhere I go. I hope you and your brother are having a nice day. You are always in my heart and soul. You will always be my little precious bright eyed princess. I miss you little funny meows and the little squeaky noise you would make when mommy hugged you. Please come visit me my sweet little angel so that I know you are still around. Mommy needs to know you are still here with me. I will always love and miss you so very much and with all of my heart. You will always be a part of mommy. I love you always and forever, love mommy

6/22. - Hello my sweet little angel Mimi. Today is 3 months since I last petted you, kissed you and hugged you. I cannot believe how quickly time goes by. I miss you sweet precious baby. Mommy thinks about you ever day. I sing to you and Sammy on my way to work every day. I still have good days and bad days. The bad days are still very hard. I hope you can hear mommy when she sings and talks to you. Please my little girl, know that I carry you with me wherever I go and that you are always in my heart. You will always be my sweet precious princess. Mommy loves you forever and I cannot wait for the day when I can touch you, kiss you, and hug you again. It will be a beautiful day, and I will never, ever have to let you go again. You are a part of my soul and always will be. Love you forever my sweet princess, love mommy💔🐈🐾💕

7/20/19 - Hello my sweet precious princess Mimi. Today is 4 months since we said goodbye. I am having such a very hard day missing you. It seems like so long ago, yet sometimes feels like just yesterday. I miss and love you every day. I am so grateful to you for the almost 7 years we got to spend together. Thank you for loving me my little angel. Thank you for trusting me with everything you had. Mommy hopes you hear her sing to you and Sammy every day. Mommy hopes you hear her talking to you. I think I dreamed about you last night. I miss everything about you and when I close my eyes, I can smell your sweet little scent and I remember everything about you and your beautiful black fur suit and big green eyes, and your tiny little mouth and nose. I miss you so much my little princess. Please know I carry you with me everyday and I cannot wait to be reunited with you again. Me you and Sammy. It will be the most wonderful day. In the meantime please know you are forever in my heart and are always a part of my soul. Mommy hopes you like the little stones I got for you and Sammy. I hope you see it and it makes you see how much you mean to me. Please come visit mommy anytime you want, okay my sweet precious princess. I will always love you forever...Love mommy

8/17/19 - Hello my sweetest most precious princess in all the world. I cannot believe today is 5 months since I last got to kiss your sweet little nose and face. Mommy and all of us miss you so very much. I carry you with me everywhere I go. I feel your love around me. You will always be a part of mommy's soul. I cant wait for the day I can see you again, and hold you, and never have to let you go my beautiful bright eyes. Until then, my sweet Mini me, please dont forget me. Visit mommy whenever you want. I always leave a space next my pillow for you in case you want to sleep with mommy like you always used to do. I hope you hear mommy singing and talking to you and Sammy every day. You will always be my most precious princess in all of the world. Until next time baby, I love you for all eternity. Love mommy😇🌈💔💐🐈🐾♥️

8/31/19 - Hhello my precious Princess. Yesterday was 5 months since I last kissed or saw your tiny beautiful little face. Mommy has been counting the time wrong but I know what to do from now on. Still miss you and Sammy so very much, with each beat of my heart. I still cry for you both every day, but each tear is for all the love and joy you gave me and all the precious moments we shared together. Thank you my little angel girl for every moment with you. You and Sammy were and still are my greatest gifts. Please continue to send me your beautiful signs
I will love you forever. My precious, princess. My little mini me. Love always, mommy

9/30/2019 - Hello my sweet precious princess. Today marked 6 months since you had to cross over. I miss you so very much and still think of you every day and cry for you every day. I miss holding my sweet little baby girl. Thank you for looking after Chino and Meow, Meow. You are always in my heart. Nothing can take that away. I know you have been around because I can feel you with me, I just can't see you. I can't hold you or kiss you but I can when I vision it and that is my hug and kiss for you. Please always know how much you are missed and loved. Do you talk to meow, meow and Chino and the new babies? I hope so. I hope you are having fun and are healty and happy. I hope you will always know how much you mean to me and how very gratefule mommy is for the times we had together. You and Sammy are always in my heart and always on my mind. Please always know this my beautiful sweet and most precious princess in the entire world. Mommy love you always. Please dont forget to let me know you are with me and always by my side. Please send mommy signs. Thank you my baby, mommy love you always and forever.

10/31/2019 - Hello sweet precious angel of mine. Today is 7 months since you crossed over the rainbow bridge and mommy had to say goodbye to your precious fur suit. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you and Sammy. The holidays are coming up and I don't know how I am going to be able to get through this holiday season without you. I know I have to make it special for grandma, and it will be Scrappy and Cocoa's first holiday season with us, and it will be the first holiday season without you for daddy and for Chino and Desota. And poor Sheba only got one holiday season with you. I will try my very best to try to make it special for them but in my heart I will be thinking about you. I hope you hear mommy sing to you and Sammy every day, and I hope that you feel mommy's love for you and how strong it still is and always will be. I will never forget you watching mommy put on her makeup in the morning before she had to go to work. I will never forget our little peek-a-boo game we used to play behind the shower curtain. I will never forget you giving me kitty head bumps and putting your little paw on mommy's face to wake me up when it was time to get up and feed all of you. You needed mommy so much and I needed you to love and need me so much. You were my special little princess and you always will be, always. Please don't forget about me my little angel, and please bring mommy signs. And if you can please come to me in a dream so I can hold you and kiss you and hear your little squeaky meow. I will love you forever with all of my heart my sweet precious princess. ALWAYS AND FOREVER. Love mommy

11/30/19. Hello my sweet little precious princess. How are you doing? We had Thanksgiving and mommy said special thanks to you and Sammy. Today is your 8 month angelversary. Oh Mimi mommy loves and misses you so much. I have Cocoa and of course Meow meow who you loved so much, but nothing or anyone can replace my sweet little princess. I thank you so much for working with Sammy to help take care of Chino. I remember how you used to play with him and jump over him like a little acrobat. You will always be my special little princess. Mommy will love you forever, until the end of time. I cant wait to be with you again my sweet angel. I believe in my whole heart we will be together again. Me ,you , Samny and all of the beautiful angels. Mommy misses and loves you so much, my heart breaks every day, but I know you are free from pain. I know you are young again and happy and free. That's all mommy ever could ask for you. You will always be my sweet precious princess. Come visit mommy whenever you want or can. I will hold you and Sammy in heart until my last dying breath,when I hope that you are both the the first Angel's I see. I love you with every breath I take sweet Mimi, I will write to you again next month, but you are in my heart every single day. Thank you for loving me. Mommy will love you to eternity. Good night sweet angel

12/25/2019 - Hello my precious princess. Merry Christmas my little angel. Mommy sure does miss you and I wish you were here with us today. I hope you were here with us while all your kitty and doggie brothers and sisters opened up their presents. I brought out the picture of you and Desota laying together on my bed at the old house, so I would feel like you were here with us. My sweet Mimi, mommy needs to ask a favor from you. Your brother Chino has cancer and this may be his last Christmas with us. Will you please please watch over him, while he is still here with us, and when he has to go be where you are will you and Sammy please watch over him on the other side until mommy comes to be with all of you? Thank you my little angel. Merry Christmas. I hope you have fun celebrating with all your new friends. Please dint forget to come visit mommy. Mommy loves you forever. All my love, mommy

12/30/2019 - Hello my most sweetest precious princess in all of the world. Today is 9 months since you left your tiny beautiful fur suit. I sure do miss your little fur suit. It was such a beautiful velvety jet black and you had the most roundest big bright eyes and such a tiny precious little mouth tongue and nose. I miss you so much my baby girl. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you and Sammy. I want you to know this and that wherever I go, you and Sammy are with me. You are a part of mommy's soul and you have her heart. I hope you and Sammy spent Christmas together and with us. Sweet baby girl. I hope that you are happy and that you know how much I love you. I will continue to sing and talk to you every