BJ I was so honored to have been your mommy. You were born on Daddy's and my very first anniversary and from the moment I held you I knew that we would have an inseparable bond! You were a shy boy but you knew that mommy would protect you and didn't get too far out of my sight. You loved to sit next to me on the couch and watch TV and then snuggle up under the covers for a good night's sleep---safe and warm. When I looked at you in the eyes, I know we could see each other's soul. When you got sick you let mommy take you back and forth for your chemotherapy and you were so brave through it all. We got you for almost 11 months after your diagnosis for which I will be forever grateful. I would have liked to have had you longer---I miss you so much but I know it was time for you to go and I loved you enough to let you go to the angels. I know that you are with Tootsie, your aunt Louise and your baby brother Pistol Pete and Ned and Ronna's Bucky. Play with them my baby and know that mommy waits patiently until we meet again. I will never forget you BJ. I will always love you.