My rescue dog, rescued you in my saddest times. God sent you to me. Without you I didn’t know,happiness or love. I had lost my husband and dog and you were sent by god to show me life was worth living again. Your licks and kisses and snuggle made me know how to smile again. Your eyes lit up my life when I saw you waiting in the window for me to come home. Sleeping and cuddling filled my loneliness of not having anyone anymore. Now you are gone and the pain is real again. How do I exist without you. Is there meaning to life anymore? Emptiness and pain is unbearable. Friends say time heals but time is not my friend. I am struggling. What do I do? Memories are painful because you are not hear. But you are not in pain and that the comfort of knowing we will meet again my furbaby. Until then, never leave my heart.