I STOOD BY YOUR BED LAST NIGHT, I CAME TO HAVE A PEEP, I COULD SEE THAT YOU WERE CRYING, YOU FOUND IT HARD TO SLEEP. I WHINED TO YOU SOFTLYAS YOU BRUSHED AWAY A TEAR, IT'S ME, I HAVEN'T LEFT YOU, I'M WELL, I'M FINE, I'M HERE. I WAS CLOSE TO YOU AT BREAKFAST, I WATCHED YOU POUR THE TEA, YOU WERE THINKING OF THE MANY TIMES YOUR HANDS REACHED DOWN TO ME. I WAS WITH YOU AT THE STORE TODAY, YOUR ARMS WERE GETTING SORE, I LONGED TO TAKE YOUR BAGS, I WISH I COULD DO MORE. I WAS WITH YOU AT MY GRAVE TODAY, YOU TEND TO IT WITH CARE. I WANT TO REASSURE YOU THAT I'M NOT LYING THERE. I WALKED WITH YOU TOWARDS OUR HOUSE, AS YOU FUMBLE FOR YUR KEYS I GENTLY PUT MY PAW ON YOU, I SMILED AND SAID ITS ME. YOU LOOKED SWO VERY TIRED, AND SANK INTO A CHAIR, I TRIED SO HARD TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I WAS STANDING THERE. ITS POSSIBLE FOR ME TO BE SO NEAR YOU EVERYDAY, TO SAY WITH CERTAINTY, I NEVER WENT AWAY. YOU SAT THERE VERY QUIETLY, THEN SMILED, I THINK YOU KNEW IN THE STILLNESS OF THAT EVENING, I WAS VERY CLOSE TO YOU. THE DAY IS OVER, I SMIL AND WATCH YOU YAWNING AND SAY "GOOD NIGHT, GOD BLESS, I'LL SEE YOU IN THE MORNING. AND WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT FOR YOU TO CROSS THE BRIDGE, ME RALPHY, BENNY AND BLUE WILL RUSH ACROSS TO GREET YOU AND WILL STAND SIDE BY SIDE. I HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO SHOW YOU, THERE IS SO MUCH FOR YOU SO SEE. BE PATIENT, LIVE YOUR JOURNEY OUT, THEN COME HOME TO BE WITH ME. LOVE ALWAYS CASPER