Sometimes when you loose someone you just cry and cry and cry when i saw buck just lieing there i couldnt help myself but is there a point to crying? You know someday you will be reunited but then you think when i go up... there who will cry for me?

Dear Buck
Buck, i love you so much and i miss you so... i remember holding you thinking you were sleeping but then your eyes opened and you licked me then your eyes shut as if you said to let me go. I was in panic mode cause i couldnt understand the i tried to pick you up and you wouldnt move or anything i put my head on your heart it wasnt beating. What happened to you? I looked around what was that over there? Blood were you hit i look it doesnt look like your bleeding i ran inside DAD DAD!!!!!!! he came up and said what my eyes were buldging he looked out side and said Jacqueline Go to your room. When i went out out side i saw my dad just sitting there beside buck i started crying again. Then my dad put my dog in the truck and drove off. I knew that buck got hit and didnt make it. so i cried myself to sleep. I know your still here i just do i feel you my my side when i walk around i hear your bark. I love you buck...

someday i will see you. and my favor is to always be there i will prey to you if i have to i dont know.

Love your mommy...