Well these last couple of months have not been too hot in my house. First Gram passed and now my 13 yr old siamese cat passed over to the Rainbow Bridge this morning. We knew Miss Desiree wasn't doing too well for the past month or so but well denial is a beautiful place to be sometimes. Last week I knew it was going to be something to ponder in the coming weeks. Well yesterday my beautiful girl took a turn for the worse and just stopped being herself actually it was this past weekend. Well we took her to the vets she hadn't been in oh 10 yrs. I don't take my cats all that often for some reason maybe cause I always thought why bother they stay indoors. The vet did bloodwork and gave her some penicillin and what not. Well about 5 am I got woken up by mom to go see to Rae. I got downstairs and of course my girl yelled at me typical siamese. I sat with her and loved her and finally looked her in those beautiful blue eyes and said mama go to the bridge your doggy's waiting for you to play with you. I left the room to get more tissues and the boys rushed to the door. Thankfully I made it in in time to kiss my girl and send her off to the bridge to play with her doggy and her other buddy. Ozzy came in and kissed his kitty and Romeo just looked and licked her like hey chicky get up. I'm so thankful she's not suffering the vet called and said she severly anemic and it could have been cancer. I don't want to know more again denial is a nice place. I just know for now that she was in my arms and she yelled at me and talked to me in true siamese fashion. I'm thankful my girl got out of the awful house she was living in before I rescued her and lived in my house to give me all that love she had for anyone worth her time. Thank you Desiree for giving me 10 yrs of love that knew no bounds. And thank you list for letting me write this down somewhere.

Jen and my boys