I am so sorry my dear friend that i was unable to help you get your seizures under control. You were taken from me far too young as you were only four. Daddy and I miss you everyday. I still cry myself to sleep at night. I so miss that furry pile of love and companionship at the end of the bed. I wish i could get a sign from you to know that you are ok. I still feel very guilty about not being able to try another medication for your seizures. I will never forgive myself for the fact that finances became an issue. Our worst fear was that buddy would have a seizure and really hurt himself. This started to happen after the 5 he had last weekend. He would get up and we would find blood where he had laid convulsing. He was an awesome dog and didnt deserve to suffer. Mommy wants you to know my son that i had to put your best interests ahead of my own. I know deep in my heart that you wont suffer now. You will never have to go through those scary seizures again and you will always be a young and handsome boy. You will always be in our hearts and minds. The house sure isnt the same without you my gentle giant. I love you so. I send my hugs and kisses up to you in heaven everyday. RIP my beloved friend. You were a pleasure to have for the short time we had you and I know one day we will meet again. For now as you wait for Mommy and Daddy, you play with Midnite, Freddie and Grandpa is there to watch over you all. You are my angel in heaven my wonderful little boy. God is lucky to get such an angel. I love you Buddy.