You were so perfect,
You truly were,

Remember the first day, when you came home,
I couldn't get you to pee in the deep snow,
A blizzard on the day you entered my heart,
Then, I never considered that someday we'd part,

Remember when we went to the lake,
You loved the water,
But wouldn't swim for my sake,
That first time you took those deep strides,
There truly were tears in my eyes,

You were so trusting,
And so true,
Nothing I every asked
Would be questioned by you,

Every moment of our lives,
You gave it your best,
I took you for granted,
I didn't know,
That someday, you'd leave this earth you called your home.
Your loss is immeasurable,
That I can say,
The pain from losing you is here to stay
We should have took more walks,
You should have gone for more swims,
The guilt tearing me apart,
Makes my future feel dim,
My time was split, and I that I cannot change,
Your lose is now my miserable pain,
The should haves, and could haves, are mine to feel,
And loosing you is indescribable,

I miss you so bad,

My beautiful perfect boy,
I've considered trying to replaced the void,
But you "Ben" you were so truly unique,
And the chance to replace you is oblique
You were my perfect baby,
You'll always be on top,
And I promise forever you'll be buried in my heart,

On this day, I ask, for you're love, my dear,
I miss you bark, and your "lets go out cheers"
And I really miss your "thank god your home" cries,
Every moment I can remember you've been at my side,

It nearly killed me to make the choice,
To lose my best friend, my soul mate, my life,

You, my angel, are missed so true,
And I know I'll never replace you,
So Benny, please help me to move on,
Give me the strength to try to be strong,
My Mr. Perfect, you'll always be,
Who learned all his commands at 16 weeks

You meant so much more then a pet,
You're magnificent persona was immediately set,
To describe your massive golden heart,
Would be impossible from the very start,

I love you baby, and feel constant pain,
And all through the last month it has been here to stay,

Benny, you'll always be my bright shining light,
And no matter what, I'll keep you're memories in sight,
Your essence is priceless,
This I know,
Your unique smile was a constant glow,
So long my baby, it's hard to say,
But your precious spirit is here to stay,

Each day, when I think of you,
I try to in vision a memory I knew,
Of your radiant essence,
That I'm sure,
Looking over me, envisioning what is in store,
So please Benny, wait for me at the Rainbow Bridge
I promise you, I'll think of you as long as I live,
For you Mr. Benjamin, are a shining star,
That I'll always see from afar,
Please, Benny, help me mend,
I never thought I'd lose my best friend,
Goodbye my baby, just a blink of time
Because I know, Ben, you'll always be mine...

I miss and love you Ben, I always will...
Goodbye for now until we meet again............