My sweet Bella, OH how the world is lonely without you. I lost you suddenly I never had the chance to really tell you how much I loved you. Your at the bridge and I know your waiting for me. I feel so lost. Loki is looking for you everywhere. Bella you rescued me I'm sorry I couldn't save you but I'm so grateful to have been able to hold you while you took your last little breath. Go run in those pretty fields and play baby. Oneday we will be together again. Ill.see you at the bridge. Love mommy