Sunday is 6 months since Daddy and I held you as you crossed the rainbows bridge. We miss you so much baby boy! But I know you know that. Thank you for sending so many rainbows and pennies so I know you are ok! I love you!

Nothing is the same without you. Daddy and I don;t like to go to the pond or work in the yard so much cause our helper isn;t with us. Your brother Bear tries to walk with me but he gets tired and it isn;t the same. I know he misses snuggling up with you at night! So do we!

I wish you had been with us in July when we got your new sister Rogue. She is a handful and I know you are laughing when she steals Bears bones away just like he used to do to you! You would have liked her I think! I know you laugh when she barks at your brother Oliver! But she is not you Bru.

Daddy and I talk about you all the time. I know you hear us! I love that your urn is by our bed so I can look at your picture right before I go to sleep and first thing when I get up in the morning. I miss you. I cry alot when I think of you not being with me but I know you are happier now! Daddy is sad at night when he doesn;t have his buddy to watch tv with. Nothing is the same anymore without you!

What do you think of the fountain that grandma Mary and Aunt Kathy bought for us? It is supposed to look like you! Your cousins Emilee and Lauren say it is a baby Brutus dog cause it isn;t big enough to be their Brutus dog! They miss you and are trying to keep Bear happy til he joins you!

I hope you have made lots of new friends! I have sent your picture to some puppies parents so that they will know that you are watching over there doggies that have crossed over the bridge! I hope grandma Dottie is giving you enough cookies! Give her a kiss for me! And grandma and granpa Phelan too! Watch over them til we get there sweet boy!

I love you and miss you more every day! I promise daddy and I will try to smile more! We just miss our baby boy! We would give anything just to give you one more cookie and one more hug and kiss!

Mommy