Dear Jack,
I love you and miss you so much its so hard without you here i miss you more and more everyday never forget how much you meant to me and how my whole life was revolved around you and always will. We have a new addition Payton Rylee she is 10 months old and is so sweet. I know she knows you because everytime i show her your pic or say where is jackaroni she will point at your pic on the fridge. She is a blessing and i wish you could meet her. I love you and always will and nothing can change how i felt about you. I always think back to the days when we were young and careless and always was doing something. My life has changed so much and i have grown up a lot i dyed my hair a lot after you died because i thought i could change the way life was with blonde hair and i didn't realize how much i did it because of you i did it because i missed you and i had to let go of the one thing that kept me little and that was you and i miss being young and being able to see you i miss you and love you so so so much you cant even imagine how much it hurts me inside to think that i have to wait to see you again why did it have to be you and be the way it was i had so many things planned for us because i forgot you age differently. If i could have one wish it would be to see you one last time because i didn't have enough time to spend with you i was more into what other people were doing when i could have been with you that whole time but i cant change how things work in life if they worked my way i would have you with me by my side everyday and never let you go. when i do see you again remember that i will never let go of you i will be with you 24/7 and not leave your side.
I love you so much and always will and i cant wait to see you again

Love always,
Keri ur baby