my sweet max, though over 3 years have gone by since you took your last breathe in my arms, the tears still fall. you were my only friend for a long time.you even ran off a peeping tom one night. you put yourself between me and an abusive roommate. and many times you were the reason i kept on living. you even helped me to decide to finally say yes to a wonderful man. when will the pain and tears end?even nemo looks at me as if to say he misses you too. i know that each day that passes is a day closer to us being together again. see you soon my dear sweet friend.