That night when Doing got put down I wasn't there.I couldn't.We had been through so much together.But that's the only thing that I regret.She was my childhood dog she was amazing.Stupid at times but that was why I loved her.No one could take us apart.I lay in her bed and I fell asleep with her.I never wanted to go that night I wanted to hold her paw and maked sure she wasn't in more pain,I wanted to see her be safer. Now when ever I think about her or see her old bed lying around I start to cry I can't help it.I was only 9 when she passed.