MEOW! I'm up here in Heaven right now. Don't worry; Jesus is taking very good care of me. He is very kind. I'm here with Ginger, Claire, and Candy. Boy, do I love chasing them around! It's really pretty up here. Everyone is very nice. Your Gram stopped by your Mansion. It's really pretty. She says hi and not to worry.

I hear you crying at night and it makes me so sad. Don't feel bad; I'm very happy here. I miss you and can't wait to see you. Tell Momma Cat I said hi.
I want to thank you for taking care of me all these years. You were my favorite. I know sometimes you'd get mad at me for peeing on your bed. It's okay. Don't feel guilty. I'm glad you never got rid of me. Many other people would have. God told me that you were the best home for me, so He sent me there. He feels bad that I was taken away so soon,but the truth is, I wouldn't have survived the operation. And then you would have been out over $1000 dollars. I'm sorry, Mom, I couldn't have done that to you. I feel much better up here. So much to do and see. God told me to tell you that I was born this way and was not going to live very long. He also told me to tell you that He's very pleased with all you've done for me. Please don't cry. Although I miss when you'd throw the bottle caps for me to fetch, and I miss waiting for you at the top of the stairs, I know I'll see you again. Tell all your friends I said hi. I adored how they all loved me. I liked your boyfriend Jay the best! I hope you stay with him. Tell him it's ok he threw me off the couch last year. I know he was just frustrated.

Thank you for giving me a proper burial. I know it was hard for you. That's why God sent Jay to help you. I feel so bad when I see you staring blankly about the house. Don't worry, Mom- this will fade soon enough. And if you want to get another cat to keep Momma company, don't worry. Just make sure he looks like ME! :)

I want you to know that I didn't suffer. I was just confused. I wanted to run and jump and play, but couldn't. Gabriel came to get me, and he was very nice. I love you very much and I want you to take care of yourself, okay? You're going to have a lot of good things happen to you soon, and I need you to hang in there, okay? I can't wait to see you and I'm always thinking about you.

Yours forever,

Ash