Suri:
I'm here again reading all these stories about all those little fur babies like you that are gone now. Every time I read a story it makes me cry, and I start remembering you and your little face and I remember that day you died 05/31/07. It's been a week now, and it feels like it was yesterday. I want you to come back, I don't care if it's in a different body I want you back here with me by my side. You lived with us just a year but that year was enough to love you the way we loved you and still love you, I know you miss us too, I wanted my baby to play with you when he got bigger, I know he would love you as much us I do. The pain I feel in my heart is not going to stop. I have your picture in my desk and every time I see it I cry because you are not with us anymore. It was just not your time to leave this world; you had so much love to give for many many years. I feel so guilty because I didn't take you to the vet that second time, I should just left work early once again but I didn't. I thought you were going to get well with the medication the vet gave you. But I guess God needed you up there in heaven because I'm pretty sure you are in heaven being loved and kissed. God needed a girl like you to make them happy and make them smile the way you made us. Don't you ever stop running Suri, don't you ever stop being the way you are, don't you ever stop smiling. Please let me know you're o.k. and that you can see us from above. Have all the fun you can my baby don't be sad. I'm so proud of you. Thank you for letting me being your mom. Please say hello to Rambo, he-man, roger, coqueta, bode, leo and yugi I have not forgotten them. Goodbye precious. Kisses and hugs. Play and be happy while we meet again.

Your mommy that loves you and misses you a lot.