Until the day I see your face
my life wont be the same
You were my blessing from god
but he took you back again
You were in pain. I understand
that it had to be done
and now ill carry the burdened pain
that i'll still have to live on
with out your face, and wagging tail
with out your hanging toung.
No longer have you snuggling me
or laying in the sun.
The times I cried feel pointless
as it brings me no closer to you.
I try to be strong
but its something I can't do
the part that hurts the most
is knowing that I could
have treated you much better
and you know I would.
I wish to go back and change the time
but then I wouldn't want to change
any amount of love you gave to me
That love at any age.
Its seems unfair, and plainly cruel
that I have to live on
that I only had you for 14 years of my life
that 14 has come and gone
But I understand now why
it is that fur babies live short
you need us to pass around
the love that you have taught
the thought of getting another pet
hurts my heart much more
for the thought of losing another love
would be as painful as before
though I must admit despite this pain
with the tears that keep me awake
this 14 years of love you gave
is worth all of my heart break
until I see you again my love
my heart remains in two.
It wont be whole till I am gone
as you took half of it with you.

I love you Conan, rest you beautiful soul my baby brother. i love you more then the earth and sky.