Fiona if I could go back 2 days I would hold you a little longer aa little tighter. I would have kissed you more. I didn't know when I handed you over to the vet tech it would be the last time I would smell you the last time I would touch your fur. I didn't know. I thought I was doing what was best for you. I thought I was giving you a better life. You were my world you were my baby girl. When I heard you went into cardiac arrest I would have given anything to help you. I hate you Covid 19 you robbed me of being with my baby at the end. I have to wonder if you were scared did you wonder where I was. Do you know how much I loved you? How do I go on? My arms are empty without you. My lap is cold without your warmth. Fiona you took my heart with you. Fiona I need you. I will never be the same without you. Six years is not enough. I do not have the words to express this feeling. I look for you everywhere and you are not there. Why did you leave me? I love you baby girl you are my world.