Its been one week tonight that you crossed over to the other side...i know now, your no longer in pain. But the pain will forever bee in my heart without you....its just not the same...so empty now...i keep seeing glipses of you..in the hallway..by the stairs..on the bed...well, just all over the house, really.But then i realize it just my purse...because its black. I MISS YOU SO MUCH, TO SAY IT HURTS JUST ISNT ENOUGH. I dont think i totally believe that i'll never see you again in this life. You were such a good boy, Baxter..mama's big man. Milo and Madison MISS YOU SOOOO MUCH, they cant seem to figure out where you went. And of course Mike and McKenzie too. I know i will see youagain...well i guess i just have to believe that. You gave me soo much joy during our special 7 years together...and i know how much you loved me....and how much you miss me...i'm always here...Baxter...and you have a huge piece of my heart forever...You be a strong boy over ther on the rainbow bridge, dont be scared that you dont have your mama. Thank you so much for our time we had together. Mama LOVES YOU SO MUCH...and i'll be okay sooner or later. You are just so special Mr. Battle Axe. And i will wait for you as soon as i get there, i promise. I LOVE YOU. enough to have had to let you go. And thats the hardest thing i've ever had to do. And i think of you everyday and will until we are finally together again. LOTS OF HUGS AND KISSES FOR MY MAN!!!...BE STRONG...NOT SCARED anymore. Your with God until we meet again. I MISS YOU TERRIBLY!