I remember you as a baby, so cute, so curious, so cuddly, I felt so lucky to have you.

I regret leaving you alone all of those times and sometimes, I wonder if you were scared and I know you were undoubtedly missing me.

I remember coming back from vacation once and you were at my friend's house, because she was taking care of you while I was away, and I called for you and you ran to me....like a child running to her mother, you ran to me and my heart melted.

I remember you sleeping on my chest one sunny afternoon and you were dreaming something vivid. Your paws were moving, you were making noises so I tickled your head and you immediately calmed down. Right then I realized just how much I love you.

There is no easy way to leave this world, there is always sadness, pain and bittersweet memories left behind but, I do believe you are going to a better place. A place with no more sadness, no more pain. A place where you will be comforted by familiar faces ready to give you all of the kisses and hugs that you deserve. A place where you are free to roam to your heart's content and where time cannot cast it's spell on you. A place where there are no goodbyes only hellos.

Even though I did not get to say goodbye in person, I saw you in my dreams and the love I feel for you is eternal. I think it was your spirit that came to me in my dream. I know that you saw me too and that you know how much I love you. Goodbye, for now, my sweet angel until we meet again.