by Michelle Robinson.........................................
Not a day goes by that I don't have sudden memory flashes of my baby boy...I miss your eyes and how you would talk to me through them. You had such beautiful eyes.
I miss stroking your warm chocolate brown coat.
I miss the sight of your Wiggly tail, I miss how you would shout at us in the way that you did,
When you wanted our attention or wanted to play. I miss your smile when you were happy , it always made me laugh, now when I think of it all I can do is cry. We used to call you our smiler. I miss you when I see tennis balls, or your rubber toys.
I miss you at night when I say come on mamas boys its time for bed.
I miss you in the morning when you're not there to greet me with your big silly grin.
I miss you, I miss you will this pain never end, my heart is broken will it ever mend
I miss you I miss you oh why did you go, don't you know that I love you and need you so.
You were taken from us far too soon all we had with you were three short years.
If I could just have one more moment with you, one more hug one more kiss.
I wish I was with you when it came to the end, im so sorry I wasn't my dear friend.
I wish I was there to hug you and hold you and say its ok and make sure you were not scared.
I hope you forgive me for not being there, I didn't know that it was your time to go. I wish I could hold and kiss you one last time because my one big regret till the day that I die is that I never got to kiss you and say goodbye.
I miss you my baby, I know you miss me too, and I know you watch over me and daddy and over Monster too,
He misses you too he can't understand where you've gone...
I know someday we will be together again, till then I know that your happy and free of pain I know your with Tia and your having a ball I know she's looking after you now as she did then. I know you are pleased to see her again.
So go play be wild, have fun go play in the sun, love one another and look after each other.
Till we all are together once more.
Love you forever and you will never be forgotten
Love Mammy xxxxxx