I met Yabu when she was just 1 month old, a mixed breed of Dachshund and Labrador.I remembered she was in small BOX while crying over and over again... As we headed home she's still crying maybe b'coz she's looking for her mom, so i gave her food and water to drink. As days goes by, because of her sweetness we became more than friends... we became so attached that i treated her as my own baby. She's always with me wherever i go even when i'm in the bathroom, she stays outside beside the door waiting for me. She sleeps besides me in my bed and when i woke up i'll call her name "bebe bu" and she's there kissing me. I used to played with her a "peek a boo", i'd hide from her and my mom would tell her "yabu where's ate?" then she's like a desperate dog trying to find me and when she did, she's so happy and go crazy running..hahaha! There are times when i get mad at her and heard me scream, she would come in front of me looking at me waving her tail and want me to pat her head. She's really adorable and everyone in our family loves her so much. Then time came that i had to leave her with my family on April. Because my bf petitioned me and now I'm here in the USA. It really hurts me so much 'coz i don't wanna leave her but i don't have a choice.And before i leave i told her that i love her and i'm going to be back soon then i kissed and hugged her so tight that i didn't know it would be the last time that i'm gonna see her.....

While i'm here in the USA, i always called my mom and asked how is she doing. And happy to know that she's doing fine. My mom also love her so much. When July came it seems that i keep on missing her lately and yabu got sick, mom said she's weak, vomiting and didn't get to eat much of her food. So i'm really worried... my mom took her to the vet and went well the next day... but after 1 week she became weaker and weaker and vomits alot.On that day 22nd of July, after i took a bath when i entered the room and out of nowhere i called her name "YABU..." and told my husband that i really missed her so much. And i really don't know why i'm so eager to call my mom so early in the morning there and asked about her. My dad answered the phone he said that yabu has been admitted in the hospital and having a dextrose, when i heard that i cried and i felt so terrified, it felt like something's going to happen...things that i don't want to happen. But still it did... My mom told me that the Dr. texted her and said that "yabu is gone".... I really cried so much.... so much that i even couldn't breathe. My mom, dad and my sister were crying too. Then they got yabu at the hospital, she was put again in a big BOX but this time not crying, not breathing.... :( Yabu was burried at the backyard. I thought when i get back home she's there waving her tail, waiting for me and we gonna kiss and hug so tight again.. but that won't happen again... :( Until now it's so hard for me to accept the fact that my bebe yabu was gone. They said maybe Yabu missed me so much that she got depressed. I still can't believe that she would be gone so fast. I'm still grieving for her loss. I missed everything about her. It really broke my heart so much. If God would gave me one wish, i would ask him to bring my bebe yabu back!... I really want her back...(crying...) I THANKED HER FOR LOVING ME UNCONDITIONALLY AND I LOVE HER SO SO MUCH!! We WILL MISS YOU SO MUCH! WE WILL NEVER FORGET YOU AND DON'T FORGET US TOO! UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN....WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH BEBE BU!!! :(((