My husband was killed in 2004, i was 43 with two sons. We were all so broken hearted. There were no smiles in our home all the life was gone. I decided we needed a reason to smile again so i went and got a baby Boxer Baby Girl, then soon after we got another Boxer Zoe. She was only 2 and had been abused and beaten and caged most of her life. When i got her i kissed her pretty little face and told her she would never be sad or abused again. I promised her i would love her and take care of her she would sleep in my bed, she would camp and vacation with us and her belly would always be full. i told her is she was sick i would care for her and i would never leave her. And i didnt, I loved her and protected her. This girl helped mend my broken heart she gave me life again and she made me smile every day. Even after almost 9 years i couldnt wait to get home from work everyday to see my girls. I have 3 my girlly girls. Never could i imagin they would be so happy to see me every day. Zoes got very sick on Saturday and died on wensday after fruitless attempts with my vet to save her. She died at home in my daughterinlaws arms. My heart is broken my other girls are sad and crying and i dont know how i will mend my broken heart. i had her cremated and brought her home however i just cant quit crying. How do i quit?