Monday April, 8th 2013
Tuff,
Mommy remembers how you would get in bed with us ALL the time, just b/c you wanted to cuddle. You'd crawl up so close, put your soft lil "peanut holder" head on my arm and snuggle in to bury your nose in the cover.
The last few days have rough buddy, I miss you so much, I think about you all day, every day.
I know you are better where you are now, and I'm sure you are having a ball playing with Copper, Papa Isaak, Tay Tay, and Gma Dycus to just name a few.
I miss you grabbing your red squeaky ball to play as soon as we put put your baby brudder down for bed. Dominic has asked for you a few times, and I have told him that you were sick and you had to go night night. He's too little to understand why you are gone, but I think he is starting to figure out that you are not there anymore. But don't worry, b/c Mommy will make sure that he has lots of pictures of you, and I will tell him all about you when he is older. You will always be his big brudder.
I miss your loud snoring, and whining that would wake me up, b/c you needed to go potty.
I miss getting up (as soon as I sat down) to wipe your mouth b/c you got a drink.
I miss my alarm going off in the morning to get up and give you your meds and feed you breakfast.
I miss giving you hugs and kisses in the morning when I wake up and before I leave for work.
I miss taking you outside and watching you "sun bake" in the yard.
I miss watching you chase bunny rabbits out of the yard every day.
I didn't realize how much my life revolved around you. You were my first born, & I will never forget you. You will always be in my heart. Love always, Mommy
RIP
Built Ford "Tuff" Dycus
1-31-2009 / 04-05-2013