You were my medicine, Karl
my therapist, the light in my world
you were my loyal friend, my constant companion and my inspiration.
You made me happy for five years and two weeks,
to be exact
giving me unconditional love, ready to protect and stand by me.

I did not just lose you as a pet, as a cherished buddy I also lost your unwavering comradeship
and you as my anchor.
You were my safety net, my happiness, my everything you were my confidant, my shadow, the sparkle
the glow in my eyes.

The reality of being without you started to sink in
my bereaved heart is broken and it doesn’t seal up
I screamed at the top of my lungs and cried like a river
you were my comfort, my solace through thick and thin.

I am struggling to forgive myself
for not being able to save you
I collapsed on the floor in extreme grief and sadness
I still can’t believe you’re gone and nowhere to be found
I miss you so much, my precious boy
I so long for you each day.

Why does my heart have to endure
this kind of emotional suffering?
The intense pain and loneliness without you are harsh and unbearable
It hit me a lot when you left me, harder than I expected but I am lucky to have you to grieve for
and make goodbye more difficult.

“I will always love you, Karl and we will meet again
at another time
in a happier place.”

- Jan. 3, 2021/8:52 PM Sept. 2, 2024/3:04 PM

Published in my poetry book, "A Whirlwind of Emotions"

https://poetrypoem.com/thecreativepoet1208