03-24-2012 Boo Boo I love you more than life, I miss you sooooo much. Please believe me and please send me a sign. Until we are together again remember I; will always love you... Mommy
03-31-2012 My dearest Boo How I love and miss you. Tell me Boo are you happy? I hope and pray you are. Wait for me my Little girl I'll be there at the bridge soon. Until we are together again remember I; will always; love you.. Mommy
04-07-2012 My angle girl, I love and miss you so much. Please Boo send mommy a sign. Manda said you visited the other day. She saw you in my bed. Please come back. I need you. Until we are together again remember I; will always; love you...Mommy
04-21-2012 My dear Boo How and why did you have to leave me? I miss you so much. The pain never stops. Remember the song we sang? "Mommy loves her boo boo Yes oh yes her do, Mama loves her boo boo, boo boo love mama too...Now and always, until we are together again remember I; will always love you..Mommy
04-29-2012 My Boo Boo I got your name tattooed on my wrist yesterday and in a few weeks I having your face done on my back we will forever be together. My kids know when I die they are to mix my ashes with you, Casey, Maggie, Drufus,and any other fur baby I may have and we will be buried together. Until we are together again remember I; will always; love you..Mommy
5-17-12 I think of you every day and every time I think of you tears come because I miss you so much. Please send me a sing Boo. Until we are together again remember; I will always; love you..Mommy 5-23-12 I love you to the moon and back, bigger than the Universe. You are always in my heart and always on my mind. I love you. Until we are together again, remember I; will always' love you..Mommy 05-26-12 I will always love you, yesterday, today, and tomorrow. I miss you so much, Until we are together remember, I; will always; love you..Mommy 6*2*12 I love you. I have to make a hard decision the hardest of my life. I have to stop trying to save Kelly, I gave it to God. I am quite sure Kelly will be coming to the bridge soon. I am sad but I can't save her Boo I have tried for 13 years. Until we are together again, remember I; will always love you..Mommy
6-10-12 I love to the moon and back a zillion times. Until we are together again remember I; will always; love you..Mommy
6-17-12 Ry is home Boo 23 months! I wish you were coming home. I love and miss you so much the pain is so deep. Until we are together again I; will always love you..Mommy 6-24-12 I love and miss you so much, I can't wait to see you again. Oh Boo please come visit me its been so long I need to feel you. Until we are together again, I; will always love you..Mommy 7-1-12 Boo Boo another month has passed I miss you even more than yesterday. Until we are together, I; will always love you..Mom 7-4-12 Happy 4th of July Boo. I hope heaven has lots of food and fireworks. I will be home thinking of you. Please ask God to bring comfort to all of the fire victims and the fire fighters. Rain would be good-tell God! I love you. Until we are together, I will always love you..Mommy7-14-12 My Boo so many bad things are happening I need you little girl. Pleas talk to God. Until we are together, I will always love you..Mommy 7-22-12 I love and miss you so much Until we are together again; I will always love you..Mommy 7-28-12 I love you to the moon and back again. I will always love you. Until we are together again, I; will always; love you,,Mommy 8-11-12 I love and miss you Boo, I can.t believe it has been 2 years (next month) that you went away. The time goes fast but in my heart time has stood still. I feel the pain as though it were yesterday. Until we are together, I will always love you..mommy 8-19-12 I love you little girl. Please send a sign. I need to know where you are is good. Until we are together; I will always love you..Mommy9-1-2012 I love you so much. I miss you more than you no-or do you know. I love you to the moon an back a zillion times. Until we are together I will always love you. Mommy
9-2-12 My heart is heavy today. It has been two years since you left and went to the bridge. I miss you as if it were today I was losing you. You were more than my loving companion, you were my best friend. I miss you so much little girl. I only hold on to hope knowing one day when God calls my name you will be there waiting for me. Save me a place next to you Boo. I will love you forever. Until we are together again I; will always love you..Mommy 9-8-12 Boo I love you, I miss you, my heart is full of pain. I don't think the pain will ever end. I need you, I want to hold you and tell you how much I love you. i want a puggy kiss. Please know you are loved so much. until we are together, I will always love you Mommy. 9-15-12 I don't like September because this is the month I lost my best friend forever. I miss you so much. Two years later my pain is deep. Please Boo send a sign. I think you were in my bed last night I felt something moving. Was it you? Until we are together again I; will always love you..Mommy 9-21-2012 I love you and miss you so much. I don't think this kind of pain ever goes away.I will love you everyday until we are together again. Remember Boo; I will always love you. Mommy 9-30- Good Bye September.1 month closer to being with you. I love you and miss you so much. I am glad September and August are over for those are the months I had t say goodbye forever to you and Casey.I love you forever Boo. Until we are together again I; will always; love you..Mommy Until we are together again I; will always; love you..Mommy
10-6-12 I just want you to know I love you and miss you so much. Until we are together, I will always love you..Mommy 11-22-2012 Happy Thanksgiving My Little Girl. I love you and miss you so very much.We didn't get invited to the family dinner today, I guess they don't care about me anymore but I am not sad. I have you to love and dream about you are my angel. I don't think the pain of losing you will ever go away. Maybe it's not supposed to. I love you to the moon and back You are my sunshine. Until we are together again; I will always love you..Mommy 12-2-12 My Little Girl another month has gone by without you. I love and miss you so much there is not a day that goes by that I am not thinking of you or telling Ryan a story about you. I love so much. I pray you can feel my love. Please send me a sign Boo. Visit like you use to. Until we are together again I will always love you. Mommy 12-23-12 Merry Christmas My beautiful little girl. Holidays are not the same without you. You are missed more than words can say. I love you and miss you so much. I hope you know that I never meant to hurt you by feeding you candy. You loved it so much, I never knew it was making you sick. I am so very sorry. Please forgive me. Until we are together again remember; I will always; ;love you. Mommy 1-1-13 Happy New Years. Another year without you, but one more year closer to home. I will always love you..Mommy 3-23-13 I am sorry I have been away for so long. Too much pain in this life we try to live. I sure wish you were with me. Life was worth living with you my little girl. I'll be with you soon. Remember I will always love you...Mommy 07-07-13 My beautiful Boo Boo I miss you so much. I can't, believe you went to the bridge nearly 3 years ago. I love and miss you so much. I think you visited me last night. I felt you walking on my bed. Will you please come tonight. Next Saturday Mags and me are going to the Animal Communicator to know and understand and believe you are really some where we really will be together again. Rebbecca is her name and she told me I only need to bring yours and Casey's pictures and she can communicate with you. I am very happy about going. I just need to if you happy, free, and if you are running like the happy little pug girl that I love so much. I need to be at peace and so do you. think sometimes I have held you back because I cant let go. I love always. Until we are together again remember; I will always love you.. Mommy
8-9-2013 My beautiful Boo how I love and miss you. I think about you everyday. I still cry for you and you have been gone nearly 3 years. I can't let go of the pain I miss you so much. I never thought you would leave so soon. You were supposed to live to be 19. Please come me I need to to feel you walk on my bed. God Boo it feels like yesterday I can't live with this pain. When Maggie comes to the bridge I want to come with her and then only then will we be together again. I love you to the moon and back. Until we are together again remember Boo I will always love you..Mommy 09-14-13 I come to you in sadness. I pray you already know. Kelly took her life and I am the saddest I have ever been I love her so much and I am asking you Boo were you there when Kelly arrived? Please send me a sign I need to know please my tears won't stop. I am so very upset and god I hope you are taking care of her. I''ll wait to feel you or when you send a sign I'll know. I don't think I am able to go on. I miss her so, and this deep sadness is unbearable. Please help me find comfort somehow someway. Until we are together I will Always love you..Mommy I am adding her photo to your page. Please protect her. 12-29-2013 My darling Boo, I miss you so much and I love you. I light a candle for you every weekend. I hope you know its for you. Its been 113 days since Kelly came to the bridge with you. I trust you are giving her puggy love that only you can give. God I wish this were a dream and you were lying under my desk, Casey laying next to you, me holding Maggie and Kelly living a good healthy life with her kids. But that can never be and I will never understand this. Sometimes I want to hold Maggie and the both of us wake up on the other side and then we will be together but; I worry that there is no other side and when I die I fear I won't find those I love. Why Boo ask God why? I don't understand any of this life that causes so much pain and so little joy. I love you to the moon and back a zillion times. Mommy 6-7-2014 my Little girl, I love you so much. I haven't been writing so much since Kelly left me. Boo I need to know she is with you. I can't cope anymore. I think Maggie will cross the bridge in the nearer future, after all she is 15. I think when she goes to the bridge, I will go with her and we will all be together again. I need to know if you have found Kelly, if she is with you please tell her I love her and I need her to send me a rainbow. Boo, I think about you everyday, I love and miss you so very much. I feel so guilty that I gave you too many candies it feels like I killed you I never knew Boo all I knew is you loved candy so much. You would be so excited when I got smarty's for you. I am so sorry I love you and will always love you. Please let me know with the wind chimes that Kelly is safe and please ask her to send me a rainbow. I love you to the moon and back. Until we are together again I will always love you, Mommy Boo can you ask God why my sister and my daughter have abandoned me because I am always so sad. I need to have them in my life I am so sad and lonely. At least I have Maggie and Yoshi and of course you and Casey are always in my heart and never far from my thoughts. It is July 4th I wish we were all together having a cook out but it can never be, I love and miss you so much my little girl. Hey Boo are you watching the beautiful firework displays from heaven? Please let Kelly hold you and please my best friend send me a sign that all of you are together. Kelly has not sent a sign and some tell me its because all I do is cry. I can't help it Boo, I just want all of this to be a dream where we wake up healthy happy and together. That will never be. Remember when you use to come in my bed, I could feel you walking please Boo I beg for you to come tonight then I will know you are at peace and that Kelly is with you. I pray to God, but I think he hates me. But He doesn't hate you. Mags is slowing down Boo I think she is getting ready to cross over and into the bridge. I cannot let her go alone we must be together so it might not be long Boo and we will all be together if there truly is a God that loves us, I try to believe but I admit my faith is weak because so much keeps happening, there seems to be no reprieve. PLEASE visit I need you today Boo. I love you so much, can you tell Kelly I am so sorry and I love her to the moon and back a zillion times, Until we are together I will always love you.. Mommy
8-1-14 Boo Boo there is not a minute in the day when I am not thinking about you. I love you little girl. I love and miss you so much, I pray everyday that you were there to comfort Kelly when she arrived. I literally beg Kelly to send me a rainbow, we have had so much rain I keep looking for the rainbow as a sign that she is ok, with you, Casey, and all those who arrived before her. I cry so much everyday wishing this were all a dream and I wake up with my entire family healthy and happy. For some reason there are no rainbows perhaps my inability to accept her death is blocking her from hearing me. Please my little girl Boo Boo, please send the rainbow for her. Please visit me like you use to. I miss you so much.I love you so mush and I long to feel your soft little velvet ears. You and I have been through so much I need some peace but I sometimes feel like god hates me, I don't know what to do anymore. One thing is certain, I love you to the moon and back a zillion times. Until we are together again remember, I will always love you...Mommy September 2, 2014 my beautiful boo. I love you so much. Today it has been 4 years since you went to the rainbow bridge. I miss you everyday. There is not a day in a year when I am not thinking of you. I miss you so much. I pray and want so badly to believe we will all be together again one day. My faith is weak my little girl. 1st Casey, then you, and 1 year ago I sent Kelly to you to protect as she committed suicide. I wonder if I will ever have the courage to go on. Maggie is 15 now and she wants you to know how much she loves you. We will be sending you some funny pictures on Friday. You will smile only the way my boo can smile. I love you boo I miss you so much. Soon if there is a rainbow bridge we will all be together. Please send me a boo boo sign and please tell Kelly I love her ask her to send me a rainbow. I love you so much. Until we are together, remember I will always love you.. Mommy 09-4-14 My Little girl today Kelly has been with you for 1 year I am honestly so very sad. you have been gone for 4 years and Casey 5 years now Kelly why Boo? Why did Kelly have to go, I am in such horrible pain my doctors want me in the hospital but I won't go Boo I am trying to be strong. I love all of you Boo and I miss all of you so much. my heart is broke forever, and I don't think I will ever be the same. I worry Boo that soon Maggie will go to the bridge, she is 15 now and sometimes I think I will need to go with her because I believe she will be afraid to go alone. If I go with her we will all be together. Please Boo send me a sign that Kelly and Casey are with you. I nee to know. I love you, Please tell Kelly and Casey that I love you all to the moon and back a zillion times and more. Until we are together, remember I will always love you.... Mommy 10-4-2014 I love you my angel girl. I miss you so. You had a special way to bring out love in others, I trust you are taking care of Kelly. Please Boo tell her how much I LOVE and miss her. Ask her why she did it. I can't take this pain anymore. I miss all of you so much. I sent you more pictures today. I hope you love them the way I love you. My life has been changed forever but one thing is certain; I love you with all my heart. I wish I could touch you, hold you and yes I want your puggy kisses. Until we are together again remember I will always love you. Mommy
11-22-14 Time has not changed the love I have for you and the pain of missing you. Please Little Boo send me a sign that you, Casey and Kelly are together. I miss you all so much. I wish you would visit. Tell Kelly how much I love and miss her. My heart is broken boo. For all of you, I love you to the moon and back a zillion times. Until we are together, remember, I will always love you. Mommy
12-25-14 Merry Christmas Boo Boo, I love you. Do you remember the princes bed that Santa brought you? It was so silly. Christmas is not the same with you, Casey and Kelly all at the rainbow bridge. Please send me a sign I need to know you are all together. You use to visit, I miss feeling you at the bottom of my bed. Please visit Boo, then I will know for sure. Please tell Kelly that I love and miss her so much. I love you as much as the day I brought you home. You were so little and such a happy playful puppy. I remember that day like yesterday, I giggled all the home. I could hardly wait to surprise the kids. Oh Little girl, how I miss you. Boo, no matter what happens, please remember that I; will always love you. Until we are together again.02-22-2015 Boo you are so loved and missed. I love you to the moon and back a zillion times. Please tell Kelly to send me a sign and tell her how much I miss her and I keep trying to ask why Kelly? Until we are together, I will always love you..Mommy 0613-2015 I love and miss you more than you will ever know I would do anything just to hold you one more time. I will love you for always....
9-2-15 Oh God my little girl I can hardly believe you have been gone 5 years. I see you wherever I go. I miss and love you more than I can explain. Oh Boo I pray you know how much I love you. Please send me a Boo sign so I know you are with me. Remember how you use to walk on my bed when you first left. Please Boo come visit me tonight. I need to know you are at the rainbow bridge and that you know how much I need to feel you on my bed. We spent many hours laying together. God I miss you. Please come tonight. Until we are together, I will always love you. Mommy
09-12-2015 My little girl I love you so very much. Its football season again and I will always remember how you would hide in my room during the games. Me and Ryan still giggle about it. Remember the apple pie? I sent you one today. Please my little Boo visit me tonight, then I will know you and Casey are together with Kelly. I sent a rose so you can give it to Kelly, Please tell her to send me a Kelly sign. I miss and love you all so much. Until we are together, remember I will always; love you. Mommy