This is difficult for me to write about - but, I know that I need to do something and so, this is what I think will help.

Yesterday, after 13 loyal years - my husband and I had to let our beloved Ming go. She was the most faithful and loving companion and to me, she was my world.

Ming was born from a stray dog that we found - she had 5 sisters and 1 brother - we kept 2 girls - Ming and her sister, Yobosayo. Ming was white and Yobo was black. We also kept Mama (Sheba). These puppies were born the day after I suffered a devestating miscarriage (I never was able to get pregnant again).

Ming became my special baby - she followed me everywhere and we shared a special bond. I know that God sent her to me to help me heal from the misfortune of the miscarriage - he knew that she would be there for me when I needed her most. And, needed her I did - she waiting patiently at home for me after each of 3 surgeries. She was there for me both times when my husband was hospitalized. She was there for me to protect me and keep me company when my husband went on fishing trips with the guys.

She used to wake me up in the morning on days when I felt I couldn't get out of bed. Her wet nose on my cheek. And the kisses - very special....she loved me as I loved her.

She knew when I wasn't feeling well, she was there to comfort me. In her puppy years, we played with her squeaky toys - all her favorites (any new one always seemed to be the favorite)!

I will miss her most in the morning, she used to sit by my side waiting for a piece of egg or even a small piece of toast - her feelings were - if Mommy likes it, I am going to like it, too!

I whispered in her ear when she was born that I loved her and was going to keep her and she knew that she would be with me until the day she died. And she was. Just before she passed, I whispered in her ear, "Mommy loves you Ming". And, then, she was gone.

My heart aches today and probably will for days to come. Some people don't understand these feelings - but, I don't care. She was my baby and I will love her forever and will never forget her.

Her sister passed in 2005, her mama passed in 2006 and now she is joining them - running and playing .....

And, waiting for that day when I will join them all again.

Thanks for reading.

May St. Francis of Assisi bless all of your wonderful companions as I know he has blessed mine and welcomed them with open arms into the next "life".