I don't know where to go
I guess I just don't know
Thoughts of you creep in my head
I just wanna take a gun and shoot myself dead
I feel trapped
As you were being grasped
By the sudden death
That makes me lose my breath
What's the point of my life
I should just take a knife
And slit my throat
So I could choke
I tried to think of the happy memories
But all I'm filled with is tradgedies
I want to be with you
Becuase my world has gone blue
We could run side by side
Without a care that we died
You were my joy
You lovely boy
Now all I feel is this pain
That comes down like rain
I feel it's my fault
As my life comes to a halt
I never got to see you that day
And now all of my memories seem to stray
As it becomes clear
Your soul strays near
You tell me everything's going to be okay
And you said i should stay
Within this world
And ignore their hurtful words
And you say to carry on with myself
Because nobody else
Can bring me down
As you fade away out of sound
I guess you told me all
And now I ndon't feel so hopeless and small
Now I can see the colors
And all these lovers
Who never meant to hurt me
I guess this was just meant to be...