Please know I am with you. I had to make the decision to euthenise our little 5 lb maltise yorkie. I felt like I was playing God, but the most unselfish thing I could have done, I did. He was very ill. Us, as mankind, our hearts are breaking, we are torn up, but the unconditional love our pets give us is what we need to remember ini their passing. Remember the good days, all the fun, the laughter, the cuddling, even the endless puddles when they were puppies. They give back like no human can.