April 4, 2015 Continuing from the guardian area on this day, Tazma, I have been sad again about not having you here. I have so many things going on including lower back surgery on April 10, 2015. I will be in the hospital for 3-5 days and hope to continue writing you always. I do not know why it is that I love you so much but I do know I can come here to talk to you and remember the many great times we had. Death is such a ugly word. It happenes all around the world but I so wish God could have created our loving fur babies to live as long as humans. You were so loving to me and that love has never been replaced, nor ever will. This is a story area and this is the continuing place for now I will write you. Your sisters are fine. Hopefully they will be OK without me for a few days while in the hospital. I hope you can get me through this surgery as you did a year ago. I need to build on your strength and love as you did when you were here. Anyway my dear fur baby, I am going to go and do some things and will try to write you again before the 10th, surgery day. I hope to wake up from surgery with no more pain and have you there in Spirit to welcome me out of the O.R. and be with me in the hospital. I love you so much little girl. Take care and have fun with your friends. Also we need to thank Ginny again for giving us a place to come that we can still go through life together until the day comes when we meet up together when it is my turn to go to Rainbow Bridge. Love you so much. Daddy