I miss my baby so much, its been a year a half since I took him in from the cold outside world. Eery since then we were inseparable, we would cuddle and sleep together. He lived in my room and slept right next to me, he loved to play with his string toy although I should have played with him more:/. I just got back from a 5 day vacation from friday to wednesday, its thursday today, and yesterday I came home so excited to hug my 2 cats when I couldn't find my 2nd cat I started getting worried. We looked every where and thought it was weird that her water bowl and food bowl were missing. My uncle had been taking care of them stopping by once a day to feed them, and we figured he got sick maybe and he had to take him to the hospital. But unforuntatley we got the call, he was found dead on the floor of my room sunday morning :( :((. I don't know what happened but I feel extremely guilty because right before we left I was gonna put lots of food in their bowls, but my mom said my uncle was coming tonight so i didn't and I found out he only came sunday not friday or saturday So can a cat die from not eating a full 50 hours? maybe the stress of being hungry and me being gone. But my other cat was completely fine when we came back... I feel so sad and horrible knowing I abandoned my poor snowy and he was left alone to die. I don't know how i will forgive myself but I hope sharing my story will help me :(. Thanks for reading and please send snowball and me your prayers.