I have just lost my gorgous best friend my Golden Retriever two weeks ago he became ill fast and was under his Vets care and on a Sat am he passed with me by his side it was just devestating to me I cried for two weeks straight I would take the kids to school come home still find myself calling out to him ,
This was almost to much for me to handle I cry myself to sleep at night Id wake up calling him then realizing he was gone oh I went threw so much pain and heartache,
Everytime I would drive my car I just have a meltdown esp when i pass my Vet clinic on Mon pm this week I went to my coffee shop had a tea then come home thinking about my dog again when i was at our local park i looked and saw a Golden playing ball with his owner something I always did witho mine so i pulled the car over got half way out of my car and asked the lady May I see your dog??
Oh sure she said so I walked up to him rubbed his gorgous face and talked to him and threw his ball then the lady asked me why did you pull your car over and ask to see my dog?
So trying to keep it togetehr I told her i have just lost mine two weeks ago and i wanted to pat one and talk to one while i was telling her the story her Dog came back to me pushed his body into my leg and rested his head on my leg and stayed there for 5 mins he wouldnt move almost like he was comforting me felt my pain ,
Could it be he knew what I meant?
The lady said you are making me cry i have never saw my dog do this before it was almost like my Golden sending me a msg Im ok im at peace now ,
After I left the park i felt calm and everything was going to be ok I have my Dogs ashes with me i talk to him everyday but i feel like he comforted me and helped keep me calm,
I would love to have another Golden But I had him baught from the States from a awsome breeder with his papers and he cost me 1200 and i was in a car accident and not working now and could not afford another I love Goldens and im so happy I had 12 great years with Stanley he was a big part of our lives and so wish i had him back but hes here in my Heart and i love him dearly,
I am so happy i stopped my car this week,
All the best ,
Thanks for reading my story..