well i have beem writeing alot of poems about my patches she was 8yrs old i dont no how to dell with the loss of her she was everything to me the father of our chuch said we had a bond we were very cloes i took her in twon when i paid bills so she would be with me and she went with my husband in our big truck .she was our trucker girl. we would take her in and give her a bath when we would go in will once a mo. to keep her clean she injoy that . and on the 7 21 -2010it was time for her check up only and he gave my dear patches a distmber short then she got sick he gave her pink med to help the inf and white pills to help her eat, she got yellow jones wouldnt eat i was feeding her giveing her water up all night in tears i call him he came to my home gave her more pink said she will be ok will she in heaven now oh i didnt want to let her go i didnt believe the orther vet also i fell they could of dun something to help her she said she took x-rays but i never seen them and blood work also i fell she lie to meand put my patches in a black trash bag i wanted her to be put back in her totbag tell she was to be put in her Urn .my patches has a heart and felling to like we do the last time i held her befor i left she went back in her bag and look at me like mom why are you not taking me with you .oh i was in tears she didnt like me to every cry and i could fell her crying to like her look was i doing wrong should i go get her was she telling me to take her home or was it i love you mom thank good i will always love i cant sleep at night am missing something not right yet the last vet is lising to me i no it my patches could be here today .she told a friend she could of saved patches but it was best for her god am hurting i miss her so much my husbond is gone on the road am along now ,i have on when he is gone i cry what a Easter this yr and my christmas was so sad .will not be the same without her that vet in mo ,mow she said she would call her Att on me becaues i turn both of them in to the state bord ,well i dont lie the lie to the ASPCA to ,
will thats my life,lossed without her,she saved me when i had west niel and i couldnt save my angel she will alway live in my heart.
here a poem for her ..TEARS in my HEART.
Tears in my heart as i look at you
SO many memories we have of running to the door
playing waiting for food,
For we will nothear your voice crying out anymore
there or to bit dad then kiss him then for your
some spical cat with a loving heart,
Tears in my heart as i look at you as you are not here
SO many memories of you will always be in our hearts of you
for you will be deeply missed never for gotten
Tears in our heart of you as you are not hear to see
only in our hearts.
as you are not here to hold to play to hold your lam
AS many tears fall from our face our hearts,
AS you gave us joy love you cared
A part of our heart will never forget your love
AS tears fall from my face of missing you.
NOW the doors have open for you so you now can
walk right up the starway to heaven were you
can run free o pain you dont have to hurt no more
TEARS in my heart of missing you will never end
as you will never be forgotten.
we will always love you..
MY Patches BOES
loving Memory of our cat 8-23-2010