by darla gibbonsmeyers.........................................
Precious creature, wise and keen, my heart lyes heavy within my chest. A cloud hangs over me like a storm brewing in the deep. I see your shadow all around me. You beat the odds so manyh times, guess I thought you would beat them this time also. Your crys to me I cannot forget.Your eyes they haunt me now.
Your pain became one that night and we became one.Precious breed from Tibet, did the monks breathe within you this gentle spirit?
You taught me unconditional love, self sacrifice and hours of giving.
Forever the optimist you thought you would stil make it. The diabetes with endless blood tests and shots. You endured it all with no complaints. I am sorry your pain was so great. I will always love you my precious one.
Always the optimist you still thought you would nake it this last time, but it was not to be. Why did the vet not tell me the pain woulf be so great. I seem to have developed post traumatic syndrome. You cried out loud in such pain and I could hardly wait for the vet to relieve your pain. I know you knew how much I cared and tried to help in the end, but what I did will never be enough my dear friend.
Your pain I still feel and I casn't seem to let you go.
Turn around my Tigger, do you see a dark haired man with a gentle smile upon his face. He looks alot like your mommy. Run to him, he is my brother and his favorite creature is a lhasa apso. He will be with you until we meet again. You have my permission to love him as you loved me. Enjoy,you both have no pain.