kim a ginger toms mum had to go into a home 2 years ago and i have been looking after her cat, i live next door and he wouldnt stay with me too close, family sold house wanted cat put down i lied said vet wouldnt do it,so they wrote to vet,and i always promised kims mum if his end came that i would sit with him in his own home and do it as he was frightened of everyone,i had to have kim put to sleep on nov 7th and ive cried every day since,i let him down he only trusted me,and i cant live with what i ve done,i lost two sick cats and would of borrowed any ammount of money to save them,i feel so guilty,but i loved you kimmy and i did care but i didnt do enough SORRY BABE XX