19 yrs is a long time to be loved and to love someone i fell inlove with both of you when you both were 6 wks old and ived never stopped loving you both i miss you both so very much you were my boys my friends and my pests i wanted you both to go to heaven together because you were brothers so you can take care of each other. oh this pain hurts so much when will it go away i miss you both so very much you both have been with me through the bads times and now ill have no one meow is what i hear i wish it was real here come the lonely nights without you both im not saying goodbye because i know we will be with you again together again some day thank you both for loving me rusti and dusti stay warm dont go hungry mommy loves you and always will i want you both back in my life sorry