Hey my babydog I hope u got to heaven safely. You know not a day goes by that I dont think about u wondering if u are watching down on ur family. Did u find ur friend there yet, are the 2 of u having fun running around chasing each other?
Well I am just writing to let you know that the day u turned sick on me and I took u into the dr's office I was so scared of loosing you. do u remmenber when I knelt down beside u and patted ur head and tears came pouring out? I told u if u had to leave me to go and rest in peace but give me time to spend with u first. well it was even worse when I held u in my arms in the dr's office and he gave u a shot to stop ur suffering. I had to make a choice for u to not let u suffer that was my way of showing u that I loved u, the hardest thing I ever had to do. as i held u in my arms , I cried so hard, I told u I loved u and that u would always be my babyboy, no other dog would take ur place, even thou u left us with ur friend missy, then a couple mins later u took ur last breath and I cried so hard. I didnt want u to go. I know that u were in our lives for a reason and I had to let u go. I stayed with u for a while talked to u, I know u heard every word I said.
I am so proud of u for all the times u protected us from strangers. all the walks we had together, all the games we played especially when we played "u cant get me".
Although its been 9 months since u left me, I still think about u, I see others that look like u and think about u and the times we had together, and tears fill my eyes. It is so hard to stay strong but my babyboy, I will never forget u, u will always be in my heart. one thing I know for sure, is that missy is watching us for u, but she cant replace u. I know u told her to watch over us for u.
No body seems to understand how I feel when they talk about their pets and how hard it is to get over it, but there is one person in my life that does understand, he is very patient with me and understands that its hard to loose a best friend. yes he does support me all the way. I guess I was lucky to have him there for me that day u left. He is still there for me. To this day I dont think I could have made it. so my babyboy.. always remember that I love u, and I hope that u have found someone up there who will love u just as much as we have loved you. Please continue to watch over us. The promise I made to you will forever remain in my heart. I love and miss you my babyboy. love ur mom