i owned a cat that i adopted from a shelter and i will never forget the day we met each other. she nudged against her cage like saying adopt me. i enjoyed the 13 short years of her in my lonely life. she brought me much joy and she loved life too. she was strong will to the end of her life. skinny and sick and wanted to maybe die at home on her own but i did the right thing to have her put to rest and the nurse told me in the exam room since i told self to be present to say bye to her and she said "she is in a good place now." the good bye was quick since no one told me the staff to take my time there.

if i had more time to say bye to my cat it would of not hurt so much. if i had her a day more it would of been fine. i never told her when alive i loved her and did not thank her while sick on my bed for a week and the dr told me time to put her to rest over the phone and i kissed her head in the exam room and said bye to her. during the week i was stunned in the hallway and like in some trance. i did pet her that week and she did purr but quit eating her food. her eye was weeping and she could not tell me she was sick. i will always love her and my pet cats i have now. they are Blessings to us to love and care for them.

love margarita thank you for letting me post my story. we never forget our loved ones never . they are waiting for us on the bridge and i am going to cry now. i wept for her for over a year. i did not know to hold her dead body i would come to pieces and cry. if i had her a day more i would of thanked her for being in my lonely life.