Teddysue left this world on 03-19-2008 at 1508 hours. Her body was shutting down from complications due to being diabetic, and having an ulcer. The vet said if I would not have put her to sleep, she would have not made it more than a couple of days. I was able to hold her in my arms as her lie left her body. I realize how blessed I am for having to be able to spend this time with her, because I know that there are many that do not. However, there is a deep hole in my heart that I am not forsure will ever be filled. I have 3 other dogs, and 1 cat whom I love deeply, but Teddysue was my first born child, and has been through moe with me than either other of my children. I like to be a person hat believes that she will be in heaven, but due to my job, I sometimes think the worst of situations. Teddysue, if you are in heaven I want you to know that there has not been a second go by in the last couple days that you have not been on my mind. You were always there for me with a lick or a paw in my most troublesome times. I hope I made the right decision on putting you to sleep. If you were not ready, please forgive me. You willbe with me forever my child. Even though I will carry on, and show my other children as much love as I can. You will always be my first born.