you came to my life having been abandoned by neighbours. already fully grown. but u did something to me. u taught me unconditional love. then one day u died. it was in 1999. but after u died u still came to visit me. but thomas I still miss you. im so lonely without you. sometimes i cry tears. i m not scared of death because i know you'll be there. its just this long waiting. my darling cant wait to see you again.