You were getting so frail,You were here but you werent here .My mind was say :it time " But my heart was breaking I didnt want to let you go.we sat on the couch you in my lap.I was stroking your head rubbing your ears,you were quite and relaxed.I barely heard the vet .Hes gone now Crossed over.he left and we just sat there.Your pen is gone but there are no lumps in my bed,your pillow is empty were you once slept by my head.Your with you dad now he happy too see you .Miss you both love you guys .Excuse me now Im going to have a good cry .