I cried myself to sleep last night,
I cried through my sleep too,
I cried when I woke up today,
Cant believe I wont see you.
You sat with me through daytime,
...And when I was feeling sad,
You were there beside me,
through all the good and bad.
You never really fetched a ball,
Or roll over to play dead.
But you had a unique sense of smell,
and would hunt down a slice of bread!.
When you were young we walked for miles,
But as your years got on,
The walks although took longer
Routes never were as long.
You always barked and talked to me,
a conversation we could hold,
we both shared our secrets,
Secrets never told.
But I knew on Saturday,
that you were really tired,
You told me though without a word,
your heart was near expired.
But still you came and greeted me,
Your face looked so young,
An appointment made at the vet,
I knew what had to be done.
I lay you down upon your bed,
and cuddlled you to sleep,
The hardest but easiest thing,
I've ever had to see.
I talked to you through tears and sobs,
and stroked you till the last,
I cried and held so dear your head,
Till your last breath had past.
I'll never know where the courage,
came from me to leave,
I could have stayed and died with you,
Of that you can believe.
But manage to get up I did,
Walk broken hearted to the door,
But I left a HUGE piece of me,
Crumpled on the floor.
You were not there this morning,
When I entered the room,
"Goodnight my sweetest Doodle"
Goodnight and see you soon.
Words could never begin to express,
What you mean to me,
A truly wonderfull dear friend,
We will meet again you'll see.
There are many memories,
Truly precious to me,
I'm priviliged to have owned you,
Love and miss you,
Love Mummy x x x x

My precious Fudge 1997-2010.
Untill we meet again my sweet x x x