my babys name is cookie, she was a beautiful cocker sapniel. i loved her more than anuything in this world. just a look in her eyes and you cant help but kiss and hug her. she had just turned six when she was sent to the pound. the decision wasn't mine. if it was i would have kept her with me, were she belonged. she had become very aggressive and always attacked my mom. everyone was scared of her but me. for some reason she never bit me or attacked me. it was always others. i hated that everyone hated her. i didnt like to see cookie feel sad or unwanted. i showered her with all the love i could give her. one may 13,2008 cookie bit my mom and sent her to the hospital to be stiched up. everyone saw evil in her eyes but me. i saw a scared dog who needed something that she didnt have. my mom made me take her to the pound where they euthinized her. i still cant believe how quiet my house is. i miss her so much. the absense is amazing. i never thought a person could feel this bad. i miss saying her name and "cookie"!! i miss he wagging her little tail everyday i came from school. i miss our long walks and our play time. there is just so many emotions in me that are pilling up. i cant get over the fact cookie is really gone. i wont accept it. i need help and i know it. no one misses cookie in my family but me. in a way i blame myself. i read that it is the owners fault if a dog bites and i cant bare with the fact that its my fault. i could of prevented all of this if i just knew how to raise a dog. i miss her sooooo much. everytime i walk in my house i expect to hear a bark and see cookie wait by the door for me to say hello and hug her and kiss her. i really need help, the loss is overwhelming and i cant bare it. my heart is hurting . i feel like a part of me has been taken away without a warning. someone please help me overcome my loss and help me move on and stop crying. rest in peace cookie.