my baby girl freddums xxx .u amazed me that night 3am i walked into my kitchen and screamed for sum help .then realized it was a hamster on my kitchen floor . so me and daddy tryed to catch you . we found out u had come through the walls and airing cupboard from upstairs flat 2 as there hamster had lots of hamsters u sum how escaped :) it took me months to catch u . sitting up late at night . chasing u around the flat . when i caught u and put u in a cage u escaped not realizing the cage i had borrowed had a bar missing .by this time i had fallen in love with u . u even had a name . i went out and got u a creppy castle cage and lots of treats . in the months to come you showed me how loving u was .i always have spoilt my animals. i brought u a pink car and watched u ride around . you were like a bowling ball in ur ball knocking everything over :) as u went past . i got u a maze and play pen but all u really wanted was to get out and u knew how to u clever girl . so i started to let u run free in the lounge u was everywhere climbing over me and givin me kisses and eating anythin .u even got in ur treat cupboard and helped urself . u never tryed to run away i treated u with lots of fresh fruit and veg .u had nearly everything i could possible give u . u was my baby girl.ur house was a mansion full of tubes and things to do. u became ill but i sat with u for days and watched u sleep when i brought u into the bedroom and checked u every hour . i fed u water and held u we bonded and i was rapped around ur little paw . within 3 days u were better running across the floor climbing up onto petes cage (petes my budgie ) how many times did i have to get u down. i moaned about it but now i wish i had the chance to see u climb again .ive never had a hamster but u was soo loveabe and u made me feel whole . seeing your little hands up against the cage with ur eyes staring at me wanting to come out . i miss it . we had lovely evenings together me u and daddy always callin u a little rat . but yesterday i took u to the vets and held u and kissed u and spoke to u in ur ear . i love u baby girl i do and i was told to return in a hour . ... i could see when i returned the vets face :( i picked u up put u in the car and drove home crying . and repeating myself baby girl im taking you home i love u . im sorry . i packed away ur house and now in my living room i stare at the place u use to be . and i miss u . it hurts wen u went to rainbow bridge u took a piece of my heart with u . i will always treasure the time i had with u . from the day u fell from the airing cupboard . until we meet again . my baby girl my fredwenner my friend my baby my diamond from the sky .sweet dreams . my four legged friend xx